Sunday, July 26, 2009

to stop the decay

Dusting the cobwebs of my blog, just as how I would area-clean. Well. Back from five weeks of what I would call one of the most up-and-down periods in my short, short life. There were times I was on a high, where everyone was really nice and mostly everything went well - pleasantly uneventful, and then there were times where the lack of sleep, mental stress and the packed schedule tempted me to just keel over and declare this a done deal. But this is just what they would call an 'adjustment period'. It's getting better, and I guess I should just remain positive. Again, most of them in there are really nice and helpful, much more so than the average human, but I can't quite see myself getting close to most of them, except for a dismal handful. The people in charge, they seem to experience mood swings and emotional rollercoasters, and it's only thanks to the current epidemic they're laying it off, but not for long in my opinion. But I will pull through, and it is only through His strength.