Ah, it will soon rear its ugly (not) head. The exam that will determine what I'll be doing in the next two years. I've been rather placid about it lately, something that surprises the banana me (yes, I admit).
Perhaps because I know that I've prepared for it reasonably well, there being little more I could do. Or perhaps I'm just resigned to whatever outcome it will be.
I'm not too exactly content with my academic performance thus far, knowing that I could have done much better. Funny how it is a performance. Am I struggling too hard to reach my parents' expectations? No, there have been no expectations from them, except to do my best. Or are these my own expectations? These results, being the fruit of my anxiety? Oh well, someone has at least reminded me that grades do not determine who I am.
But as strange as it may seem, I appear to not do as well when I'm really trying hard. Perhaps, I need to trust God more, put my faith in Him, and cast all anxiety and care unto Him. Yes, New Year's resolution. Preconceptions of what I should be or be doing, out of the window, if you will. (Haha.)
Nonetheless, it's back to Math this holiday.
I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math, I love Math. Yes.
It will be an OB trip soon, somewhere deep in the uninviting forests of Malaysia. Heard so many horror stories, but let me not get negative. I do hope to enjoy myself there, and I will NOT listen to the tongues (let me see who... ) that try to dissuade me from doing so. But ya, someone remind me to take the malaria pills.
And that would also signal (sort of) the end of another school year. Met a lot of nice and not-so-nice people, but I will miss each one, as I realise there will be some whom I may never get to see any longer, some whom I will see only once in a blue moon, some whom I may forget. Sadded. Maybe I should do some sort of documentation of each person on this blog.
Hoping to spend more time with my family this end of the year, especially my parents and siblings (Ok, that's basically my family). My parents have been supportive of me, even when I chose to undertake an Arts combination (even though MOE says it's a mixed combination, I still think it's Arts), and they've been caring. My brother, well, let's just say he's become more independent and assertive, which is not necessarily a bad thing, really.
Ah, and I'm reminded of family warmth, as my sister doodles on.
"What colour would you want your shirt to be?"
And I answer, "Red, like yours."
PS Her Engrish is that good, ok. Never mind. And red is nice.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
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it's chem for me this holidays! i love chem i love chem i love chem. but i really don't like leh. LOL. what combi did u choose to take in the end ar?
ReplyDeletehaha, your sister is so cute. and, have fun in OBS. HEH HEH. while i have fun in australia! heh heh.
back to da chang jin. sayonara!
yay. no more worries about chi o's :D cheers !
ReplyDeleteyi xuan: HAHA chem. Yes, I can gloat now. NO chem for me! Final combi: HA, MA, CSE, EC - all H2. But it's an appeal, since not many take this combi. Sigh.
ReplyDeleteYou saw my sister before? Not that I remember...
Er, what a dead fad you are following. But I support you! Be different! Follow dead fads!
I love Math I love Math I love Math.
jia yun: YEA MAN. No more chinese (hopefully)! Though:
I love Chinese! I love Chinese! I love Chinese!
LOL, waddahell marc. er, ya, i saw ur sis before. but i only rather vaguely remember how she looks like.. from some photo i think, doing some yoga pose. hahaha.
ReplyDeletehahaha. dachangjin's not a dead fad OKAY. it's HIP and ON! ahh! hahaha. i'm at disc 11 already. siao, i know.
!!! think i won't be in the same class as you next year too! [strikes off]YES!!!!!!!!!!![/strikes off] err. joking! hahaha.
Lol, like that also cute.
ReplyDeleteIt is! Who watches DCJ? *No one raises hand except YOU* Point proven. Haha.
[strikethrough]YES![/strikethrough]
But seriously, won't be in same class. Cross-combi for you ya? Sadded. Haha.
hahaha your sis cute not in terms of looks but what she did.. the colouring thing u mentioned in ur post lah. hahaha.
ReplyDelete*raises 2 hands*
Lol, I see.
ReplyDelete*Discounts the two hands*
Got back the report slip, and was horrified. Will have to work harder for next year. :S
i think i should be happy. cos i can finally say, "I'M BORED TO TEARS !"
ReplyDeleteand to yx, isn't tt ur fav phrase in chinese class. hahaha.
HAHA what the hell jawi! hahaha. zomg zomg zomg, i'm bored to tears now, even. :(
ReplyDeleteWhat's zomg? Haha.
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ReplyDeleteactually i have no idea too. zz-oh-my-god? LOL
Whaaat.
ReplyDeleteWhy bored to tears? It's the holidays! Let us do Math! I love Math I love Math I love Math.
Oh by the way, some of the revision questions seem quite hard to me. Eeks.
Post the Math solutions HERE!
i guess you are trekking somewhere i don't know where now. hahaha.
ReplyDeleteLOL. In Lumut lah. But ya, OB was fun.
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